Things I want to say….
This morning not to long after I woke up I found out that a boy I knew from high school had passed away. He was in a car accident and died instantly. I was so sad I’ve cried a few times with in this day and I still can’t believe it. Things like this make me think that I dont want to be mad at anyone and I want to make amends with everyone… my brother, my ex bestfriend and my ex boyfriend etc… but I dont know. I dont want something to happen to any of us and for the other to feel the guilt or the feeling that we should have apologized. Today I remembered how I used to have Rodrigo for a class when we were in freshman and we used to sit in the same desk sometimes.. I dont know how we ever managed such a thing but one of us would sit in first and the other would squeeze in after lol I remember having feelings for him since we were in like 6th grade but I was always to scared to tell him then eventually I had a boyfriend and when we broke up he was still with his girlfriend. its things like this I wish I could say to him. I know that after high school we did not talk much and we would just say hi to each other when we would see each other in public but to know that I will never see him again. or that I cant ever talk to him. wishing I would’ve been closer to him would’ve kept talking to him whatever the case maybe. it just makes me very sad I wish that this was a dream and he was still alive but god always has a plan for everything and things happen for a reason. I just hope he rests in peace and that he is very happy with god
Put Your iPod on Shuffle and See What The Soundtrack Of Your Life Would Be
:
Opening Credits:
SPM- I am your future
Waking Up:
Usher- little freak feat Nicki Minaj
Falling In Love:
Lil Wayne- amilli
Fight Song:
Yandel- Te suelto el pelo
Breaking Up:
Big Sean- my last feat Chris Brown
Life’s OK:
Kings of Leon- Use somebody
Getting Back Together:
T.I.- Swagga like us
Honesty
I tell it like it is… the other day a friend called upset because of another friend and she said I know you always tell me the truth because you always say it like it is and what you think… Most of the time I get called a bitch for that but I guess when you realize that the back stabbers are the ones who acted like your friends and the bitch is the real friend for always saying the truth that when you know… I wasn’t being a bitch at all simply honest and feeling no need to lie to you
I know more about people than people know about me….
my mom has always said el que no habla se hecha todo a la bolsa and its very true I just let people tell all their personal but me nah why would i tell you the shit youre going to talk about me later
(via escapeintomyfantasy)
